Anxiety,  Personal,  University

I’m back, Masters complete – what is next?

Hello folks,

It has been quite a while since I last updated the blog. Not too much has changed however, I have FINISHED my masters! 6 months late, I deferred my dissertation and it was the best decision I made. It gave me the summer months to really focus and my final dissertation submission is something I am indeed very proud of. Regardless of the result when I get it, I’ll still be proud because I know that the piece of work was the best I could have done)

Now, it time to build (pun intended) my future. I am currently waiting for my dissertation results, as well as waiting for some results from the doctors too. Along with this I am also enjoying a tiny bit of down time, it has been full on and exhausting. I do need to decide what direction I want the future to take. It is really scary and overwhelming at the moment because I am anxious about results. I’m just generally feel frozen until I get my results.

In terms of employment, I would  like to find a part time job. I currently work two days a week and I find by the end of the weekend I am exhausted so I am scared about not coping in a full time job, but trying to find a part time job in my chosen industry, as well as being able to build a career feels like a daunting and impossible challenge.

There is a box full of post it notes full of blog post ideas that I have had over the last 18 months and haven’t had the opportunity or time to post. I have rejoined the gym, combined with trying to get help from the doctors I am going to try and improve my health. There are lots of things I want to do. Its overwhelming.

The masters kept me grounded, now I am unsure what to do. Its like being at the end of undergraduate without a clue what to do next?

Whatever does happen….

I will still be blogging, and hopefully regularly.Not promising a schedule right now , I am still attempting to recover from the intense writing session of the summer. But the blog is coming back, and interacting with you all is something I have missed.

Hope you are all well.

Becka

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